Desire 3

There were so many thoughts running in her mind.. So many blunders so many questions she didn't even realise the milk she put for boiling spilled and fell on her hand a little..

She flinched and moved back the sudden burning sensation hit every nerves of her hand and tears rolled down from her cheeks caressing her soft cheeks..

"Shit Seher you okay?" Azlan who came to the kitchen to get a bottle of water for himself shocked seeing injured seher"I .. am ok.ay" she uttered and turned off the gas ready to walk out of the kitchen..

"No you aren't!! Shit your hand" he held her hand seeing the burnt area.. There was a concern in his captivating blue eyes.. "Come here" he dragged her with him and turned on the tap washing her hand softly she hissed and bit her lips hardly to not to cry.. She was not used to his attention two days back he shouted at her saying hurtful words and today he was being all concerned..

"I am fine Azla.n" she stuttered taking his name.. "No you aren't fine okay? See kitna jaal gaya hai!! Who told you to work seher huh aab chalo mere saath" he held her hand.. She looked here and there getting scared when she get to know he was taking her to his bedroom she didn't want Fabiha to caught them together as she was so scared of her..

"Azlan leave my hand I am fine thik hu main!! Mujhe kam hai aap jaane dein (I am fine I have work please let me go)" she protested but he turned deaf ears as he took her to his room for the first time..

This was the first time she went to his room it was huge with black interiors and everything was neatly cleaned.."Sit here" he made her sat on the couch and went to take out the ointment from the drawer..

"It will be fine I don't need all this" saying she got up from the couch ready to run as his gaze his presence his cologne was doing something to her little heart.. "YOU AREN'T FINE SEHERUNNISA SO SIT DOWN DON'T MAKE ME REPEAT MY SENTENCE" He yelled and she sat down on the couch shaking her head "Don't shout please I am sitting but what if maami see us? She will shout at me she will be angry on me" She muttered like a baby fiddling with her duppata..

"She won't" he assured and sat beside her gently applying the ointment on the burnt area she hissed and he blew air on her skin making it difficult for her to breath.. She was breathless by his close proximity..

"It will be fine soon" his voice was soft with a pinch of husk in his tone making her heart flutter..

"There is nothing to cry Nisa it will be fine in a day or two" he said as his hand rose up to wiped her tears.. He called her 'Nisa' which made her smile no one ever called her Nisa it was the nickname given by him and it sounds so right and soothing for her ear.. The pink hue crept on her cheeks as she felt her cheeks burning..

"Shukriya (thank you)" saying she ran out of his room with a smile on her beautiful face the wildly beating heart and loads of hope..

Her phone started ringing breaking her chain of thoughts and she came to the reality...

'It was past Seher forget it' she said to herself and picked the call taking a deep breath.. "Sure sir I'll be there in an hour no I don't have any problem Thank you" she hung up the call and sigh escaped her lips..

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Erina sat on the couch just beside the big window looking out at the beautiful natural the air was blowing softly blessing her skin and calming her heart.. The full moon was shining and the starts were glowing as if they were celebrating love.. She chuckled at her own thoughts and closed her eyes inhaling and exhaling softly..

How much she could denied she still have feelings for Zayan and it didn't fade not at all but it increased tenfold in these 2 years.. She hated herself for thinking about him but couldn't stop herself..

His warm gestures two years back was way too pure that her little heart fell in love with him but in return he broke her heart gifting her with never ending pain..

"Ammi Baba chale gaye they left us leaving me and Seher here.. Now we don't have anyone we are now orphan Allah ne yeh kyu kiya hamare saath hamari kya galti thi ( why God did this with us? What was our mistake)" she broke into sobs infront of him..

"Tumhari koi galti nahi hai Rina (you aren't at fault)" he cupped her cheeks gently wiped her tears and she stared at him with her big doe teary eyes.."They are in better place now away from this cruel world and you aren't orphan you have us you and seher are our family now" His voice was were full of softness for her..

"Mera naam Erina hai Rina nahi (my name is Erina not Rina)" she scrunched her nose wiping her tears cutely and he let out a chuckle and pinched her nose making her pout.. "Well I will call you Rina only it's your nickname and only I have the right to call you with this name" her bottom lip jutted out at his words and she nodded her head yawning..

"I am feeling sleepy and I am hungry also I didn't had my dinner" she said meekly pouting "Bas itni si baat no problem tell me what you want to have I will cook it for you" he said smiling at her softly and her grey eyes widened and lips formed into 'O' shape "You know cooking?" She questioned and he giggled at her reaction.. "Well yes I know how to cook now tell me what you want to have"

"Pasta" she said excitedly and he nodded getting up and forward his hand for her.. "okay let's go to the kitchen I will make pasta for you" she squealed got up holding his hand..

Flashback end..

Hearing the beep in her phone she smiled wiping her tears.. He was her past and now it's time to forget him she have better future now with someone else..

______________ 2 days later..

"Ammi what the hell is this huh? I send money for her and Erina's fees every month still they are earning there own" Fabiha wasn't expected that her son would going to question her like this..

"And you even took rent from them every month why ammi?" And here comes Zayan asking question to his mother..

"Azlan she is manipulating you she--" Azlan cut her in between shouting "Stop lying ammi by staying here for two days one thing I realised that you treated her and Erina like a maid of this house why ammi? Why? "

"You don't trust me Azlan huh?" She tried to play the emotional victim card.. "She is not as Innocent as she is pretending azzy there is lot more and you already saw Erina's behaviour she is so rude and annoying brat"

"Anyways I don't want to talk about it because you already disappoint me way too much today and I don't want to use any harsh words to you after all you are elder to me I want you to talk with Naano and Baba I want our ruksati done as soon as possible" Azlan said dropping a bomb on Fabiha.. "Ruk..sati why?" Azlan raised his eyebrow at her question..

"You said you want to divorce her then why you want to do ruksati she is not a good girl Azlan she is just like her late mother the black spot on Siddiqui's" Azlan was trying hard to control himself.. "I talked about divorce when we got married two years back now everything is fine I want our ruksati to done in 15 days and because after that I am leaving for Mumbai for a month and I want Seher to accompany me" His voice was loud and clear..

"I want to marry Erina" the second bomb dropped on Fabiha by her younger son.. Poor she was getting shock after shock today from her dil ka tukdas..

"What? What did you just say come again?" This time Fabiha shouted on Zayan.."I don't like to repeat myself aami" He said..

"Are you out of your mind Zayan huh? You want to marry that little nasty bitc--" he cut her in between "Not a bad word against her ammi" he literally warned..

"It's better I should talk with daado and baba because you aren't going to help me" Zayan said shaking his head..

"Zayan you deserves better baccha why do you want to marry Erina huh? I will choose one of the best girl for you" Zayan let out a dry chuckle at her words..

"Best girl huh? Remember ammi two years back you literally forced me to to do engagement with Afsa" She looked down not knowing what to say "Yaad hai apko kuch?" This time he shouted making her mother flinch..

"I wasn't prepared for all that but what you did you you blackmailed me huh?"

"Because you were falling in love with that little bitch" This time fabiha also shouted.. "Erina and Seher both are bitches just like their late mother and I don't want you to both to destroy your lifes for those two gold diggers" she further yelled..

"Ammi don't use those words okay? Anam fuppi (bua) left Haveli and broke all the ties because she was in love with a man who was orphan and didn't have any luxuries so how come she became bitch huh? She loves that man way too much that she left everything and how could

you just say something to her she isn't even alive" Azlan was trying to keep himself calm but surely his mother was testing his patience..

"Zayan you aren't taking a right decision" Fabiha said..

"Ammi I already broke all the ties with you after what had happened two years back so please don't expect anything from me I will talk with baba and daado" Zayan walked out of the room so as Azlan leaving Fabiha crying mess..

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"Jii naano apne bulaya? (yes grandma you called?)" Seher asked stepping inside the Naano's room.. "Sit here baccha" she pat the place beside and she sat down nervously because all the family members were present there..

"I want to do Seher and Azlan's ruksati as soon as possible" Seher's eyes shot up at naano she felt someone has snatched the ground underneath her..

"Wha-- what?" Seher stuttered..Naano cupped her cheeks "Yess baccha now there will be only happiness in your life"

Seher didn't say anything as they were started discussing about the ruksati dates and everything she walked out of the room and ran upstairs to her room crying her heart out.. No one ever asked what she wanted where her happiness was they just fixed the ruksati function..

She palmed her face crying loudly she didn't want him to break her again he did enough to broke her in the past she didn't want those pains to engulfed her again..

"Seher" she abruptly got up from the bed hearing the voice and found Azlan standing at the door.. He walked in stood infront of her as his hands cupped her cheeks "I will make everything alright seher" he whispered softly..

Was it so easy for him to say that he would make everything alright?

"I am so sorry for everything" his lips touched her forehead and she fisted the side of her kurti not wanting him to touch her.. "Listen you don't need to do work on that cafe okay? I will take care of everything now there will be only happiness" he was so happy that he didn't notice the blank expression on her face..

"I am going to delhi for two days We'll talk about everything when we will come back" placing an another kiss on her forehead he walked out of the room..

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He punched the punching bag continuously his green eyes were full of anger he soo wanted to kill that jerk who proposed his Erina and even hugged her how could he?

"Erina Ahmed I love you will you please be my girlfriend?"

"Well I don't love you but you know you are the hottest boy of the college so yes I am ready to be your girlfriend"

Those words rang in his ears uncountable times making him angrier then before.. How could she just accept the proposal?

He already talked with his grand mother and dad that he wanted to marry Erina but they neither agreed nor denied saying that she was just 18 but he have to make them ready he couldn't let that jerk taking his Erina away from him..

He want her all for himself and he knew he will going to get her.. Smirking he sat down on the floor and laughed a little as something striked his mind..

Get Ready To Be Mine Erina.. Erina Zayan Siddiqui..